… as I seek geographical solitude
to compliment emotional confinement
at the expense of my own sanity …
I conceal my depression with prevarication,
deflecting invitations
postponing confrontation
with the consequence of my actions
And in this emotional turmoil
I find my virtual refugee
Amidst superficial frivolous connections
Life be damned...
… as I encounter comfort in hibernation
secretly wishing for eternal rest
or any ease from this breathing torment ....
Better indwell on self indulged fantasies
benumbing my fragilities
shielding the mind of the brutal reality
that I'm already empty
No epiphanies can rescue me
From being engulfed by my agony
So I accept defeat
I'll be damned ….
C.D.
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